If you ever fell down, just remember, you were the fastest sperm.
I got a weird feeling inside of me now. A feeling of regret and jealousy I think. I also feel kinda motivated and inspirated. I even feel really calm. It’s like i miss something, or that I aim for something more.
I just read two blogs. One of them is about a friend of mine who went to Texas as an exchange student. The other one is about a friend of her again, who went to India as an exchange student. They both went to the same boarding school.
They described alot of different feelings. Regret, expectations, hope. I think that’s the reason why I ended up with this feelings. For some reason I felt like I had to write this down on the internet„ in English.
You know, I could’ve gone to the same boarding school as them. I got in, but i changed my mind and said no. I wonder how it would be. One of my best friends goes to that school. I’ve visited her twice. It’s different, but they experience alot. They get to know their friends on a different way.
I don’t really know how to write this. I don’t know what I really try to say. This really is random. I think i’m looking for hope. I’m curious, about the future. There is so much i want to do, and so little time. I think I will stop here.



